iam... thebeatpoet

how can i tell you how much i care

I hate you. I hate everything about you.

I hate your kiss

I hate your face

I hate your mind

I hate your taste

I hate you. I hate everything about you.

I hate your hands

I hate your arms.

I hate your hugs.

I hate your charms

I hate you. I hate everything about you.

Why?

Because i believe if you are my soulmate its those things that I hate that I love most of all.

Therefore, I hate you. I hate everything about you.

the beat

how long does it take you on any given day tangentalize direction lose mind along the way thoughts are misplaced where did they go mind is spinning this is all that i know blurry frustrations clouding my air govern my senses with laizzefaire moving max head drum playing my jam a strand of man marching to I think I can I am not alone when I leave my home unplug the world wear in headphone beat keep me connected peep inside brain more i need more I want more I feel insane

conchus

passion enriched smoke lead me to fire climbing higher and higher till its time to retire whoever said rest is for the weary must have been a liar fear lurks inside of me despair hovers above what more can I say? Everything that is pure love nerves are never ending constantly feel pain need to goto sleep before I go insane I cannot remember I cannot forget how did it get so dark when the sun has never set tears road trip down my cheeks weather did not call rain season of  nonreason no where to place my blame reflection in the mirror tells me what I know sleep will help me mend dreams will help me grow through rem show sew on shadow insuring all is right wake up in a daze think it must be night all I see is black all I feel is fright a perpetual haze of dayz nautable maze which amazingly dismayz my utter being it is a strong feeling time to get up time to work it out i am tired of being down and out want to claim the wonder of what its all about understand answers do not end with questions they come to life within my own meditations

ps 101

instititution depresses me education aphetically memorize facts emphatically affluently speak ignorance fluently nominal intellect anomaly congruently testing untruthfully time is now intuitively best not dismiss miss this diss macrohard is how I stress own the text accept more more or less moral is now amoraless doing time of mind thought land mine reverse alphabet minus one two three broken chords do-rey-mi relearn logic simply be open blind eyes introspective see in fact classrooms are too packed curriculums are poorly set teachers literally pet desk tops sin username/password or you can not get in literacy has forever changed stratification strangely estranged their there there no need to stress how does spell check fix this mess?

brain fart

every time I try to describe what I feel inside my belly buldges with gas IAM flaberghasted by what to do about it i think I am afraid that if I loosen the noose and let one loose it might mean I am full of hot air and I dare not go there cuz that is a scare I dare keep scarce this propably sounds like a farce of fart but when an ample ramble starts itz hard keeping my cheeks from ripping into partz itz like the r got stuck at rector street and the voice of the conductor is an old jewish mother, "this train is not going anywhere unless u eat a muffin, preferably bran, but I don't care cuz you don’t listen to me anyway"

the sickness

desire to inspire love as a sickness with hugs as the cure to accomplish this Herculean task I most associate with those who are pure sure some accuse me of being sharp as a dart but it is only to pierce the heart i live my life as a retard b/c simplicity is where I start I know that not knowing is the only real way to know Knowledge persistence is the instance that lets one grow if interested in how this might be so ask I will gladly show for I understand what it means to row, row and row some more. My boat sets sails to play with the whales exhale tales of being tough as nails with gustier hails than the mighty wind that wails yet will always appreciate the dharma bums who ride the rails if we spread love as a sickness the cure of hug prevails

potent

Thestranger: you're omniscient
thebeatpoet: do u mean omnipotent
thebeatpoet: or
thebeatpoet: plain ol potent
thebeatpoet: cuz if you call me impotent
thebeatpoet: it best be important
thebeatpoet: ebonics is the new english

sMILE

think of u
sMILE
close my eye
sMILE
see your eye
sMILE
lose my I
sMILE

better daze

dream better daze

lift off

pat the ceiling
tap the floor

here we are…

what is left

what is left for us to believe in

when media only promotes sin

families stopped doin din din

lost meaning for next of kin

breed new type brotherhood

would you do it if you could

want it not cause you should

do not have to but still would